Mi Vida Loco

Since my last post, I have been super, super happy. I haven't been this happy in almost 2 years. Things are going the way they should and I couldn't be happier. Work is fantastic (just finished a 74 hour work week), and home life is always good. Whatever the future holds I am totally ready for it and whatever is thrown at me.

June went by amazingly fast, nothing too exciting to report except my court date, a call from ORS and my wonderful cousin Debi's wedding. Other then that it was uneventful. Court went as good as it could go. Ausha's ATM wanted me to submit to him again a year and a half's worth of daycare and medical proving the amount I said he owed was accurate, and it was, so hopefully in 15 days I can get my judgement and not have to go back to court. ORS said they were going to give said ATM credit for 'overpayment' to which was calculated to be $1.14 yet he owes me $5k so go figure. Now to the wedding. Debi has been more like a sister to me then a cousin and I am so happy that she has found someone to spend her life with and I couldn't be more happier for her. She deserves to be happy.

Now to July. Here it is, the 5th and I have a crush. Things are going very slow which for me is excruciating, but it needs to be as such. We talk daily and see each other once a week and have no plans on meeting family or kids until we are ready. He doesn't want anymore kids or to get married, so right off we are destined to be together. Yeah right. Trying to figure out a dude is the most retarded thing in the world, not to mention knowing if he's telling you the truth. I have trust issues and I don't trust people. You have to prove to me that you aren't a fuck up before I will believe you. Until then, I will end things at the most littlest thing because I don't want to get hurt. My walls are down, but I will throw in the towel if I feel you're not in it to win it. No wonder I'm single.

Time for a road trip....